Lately, I thought that it's such my "song of the month", keep asking question where he is, wondering how he is doing. Now, I've found the answer. A photo told me. Yippi! He looks great, anyway, standing with one of the company sites as the background, with that smiling face hehehe....

Here I am. At Ruang Ukur Obs. Bosscha I taste the air of observation. Oh, I don't have any observation to run today. I just want to stay here, maybe find a different fresh air up high in Lembang, trying to uplift my mood on doing thesis.

Someone told about GAO-ITB RTS. A year ago I performed my observation with this 8 inch aperture telescope. Ah, those days, my observation nights.... At that place, a year ago.... Setahun kemarin.... A sweet song performed by Kahitna.... Di ujung jalan itu setahun kemarin.... A line of message from **d** .... hik's hik's. I wish you enough.

Di ujung jalan itu
Setahun kemarin
Ku teringat,
Ku menunggumu bidadari belahan jiwaku

Entah berapa lama, satu jam menanti
Ku termenung,
Kencan pertama hilang tak bertepi di anganku

Melangkah pergi berteman sepi
Berbayang teduh matamu

Sayang, walau Bulan tak bercahaya
Cintaku selalu dalam jiwa
Di lubuk hati terdalam

Sayang, jika memang kau sungguh sayang
Diriku takkan berpaling lagi
Kupeluk selamanya

Musim hujan... sendu... tapi nggak usah muram begitu.... mari kita melagu *halah*

Minggu pagi, begitu membuka mata terdengar musik rintik hujan. Jadi pengen nerusin tidur deh hehehe. Ouh, jadi ingat Maroon 5, "Sunday Morning rain is falling....". Kalau hujan, jadi ingat siapa hayoo? Lady Rain?

There were times when the sky would bring me nothing
except the smell of the rain at summertime
So I left my window open just to let you come inside
Saying that you'd never leave me was a lie

Well, there were times that my eyes were filled with water
but all the world was desert dry
So I hugged my pillow closer and I tried to close my eyes
but the sound of distant thunder made me cry

Lady Rain, I heard you at my window
Lady Rain, I need you softly falling on my face
Why did the sunshine come and take you away?
I'd wait for you again, my Lady Rain

I hear the sound of her breathing in the darkness
and autumn rain can turn to snow in the night
I'll be sleeping this September, but I'll leave the fire light
just in case you feel like coming 'round again

And late at night, when you pour down on me
You're just in time to wash all the tears away

Kalau saya ingatnya Jamie Culllum soalnya dia seperti ngajak bergembira di bawah hujan. "I'm singing in the rain, just singing in the rain. What a glorious feeling, I'm happy again." Hehehe. Are you happy in this gloomy weather? Yang di Jakarta mungkin nggak ya soalnya kebanjiran. Mudah-mudahan cepat surut. Amiin.

Goodbye My Lover ngingetin aku sama Trimus Kontjret Djambrong, si astronom sableng. Bukan karena dia matahin hatiku (amit-amit!!!) melainkan karena itu lagu patah hatinya waktu putus dari A**.

Ratna : [status YM: u're beautiful, u're beautiful, it's true... ceuk James Blunt]
Trimus: Weeh, suka lagu James Blunt juga
Ratna : Iya, enakeun
Trimus: Gue suka Goodbye My Lover
dst... dst... Trimus meratapi putusnya hubungan dia dengan A**.

Niat ng-upload lagu ini karena kemarin (Minggu, 28/01) nonton James Blunt di Oprah Show. Dia membawakan lagu ini dengan penuh penghayatan diiringi piano. Setelah itu,
Oprah : ... "I'm so hollow...", rasanya benar-benar seperti ada lubang di.... OH, astaga! Dari mana kamu dapat kata-kata ini?
Blunt : I don't know. Sepertinya kata-kata itu pas saja.

Ck, ck, ck... benar-benar dari hati rupanya, nggak pake mikir.

Dengan langgam yang berbeda, Hole in My Soul yang dibawakan Aerosmith mengusung kepiluan yang sama intensitasnya.

There's a hole in my soul
That's been killing me forever
It's a place where a garden never grows
There's a hole in my soul
Yeah, I should have known better
'Cause your love's like a thorn without a rose

Patah hati memang pedih, jendrrrrraaaaaallllll :p